7 AM FINALLY

well its 7 in the morning and I just realized that I forgot to mention something a little while ago when I posted....(see what having nothing to do does to me) don;t know who is interested or not but in a few days I should be able to post some pics on here....hopefully of my girlfriend as well as myself...some were taken at a graveyard around here others will morethan likely be taken at a ren fest we are going to this weekend....either way look or don't your choice really

update

werll things just got even better now I am sitting here at my boss's request surfing the bnet for fun because in all truth all of our work lists are very much dead...oh well 9.50 for 2 and a half hours of doing nothing

sitting

ever had one of those moments when you have nothing better to do with your time than sit there and wonder why you are in the place you happen to be? Well thats tonight for me...nothing else to really do honestly....everything here at work is dead I'm out of Ideas for drawings and frankly it just seems like writing isn;t happening well maybe there's something comming now that I have started typing so here goesshrouded in the innoscence that follows through with timeUpon spiders silkour paths have intertwinedBut the incandescent moon glowReflected in your eyescannot the Hide the warmth you have burried deep insideI have seen the liar speakand lost my self in her wordsSpoken lies myselfand lost everything to the verseNow the lies have ended thoughAt least the ones I speakMy words No longer confusingAnd the convictions far too deepThese intentions Have found a momentIn a world outsside of theirsA place for my hopeless dreamingAn Utopia boundless and freeWould that time could sever woundsThat scar emotion deepto dream in empty sadnessShould be left for the MeakYet time drags on And still I standWaiting without much needTo find what was lost so long agoand once again be completewell now that thats over with I guess I should at least say that I have foubnd a reaso to be complete...and she is my world...well at least a larger part of my life than most...making someone into your world seems to have too many drawbacks....better just to give equally and at a constant gain growing together despite differences....anyway I'm just rambling...though I do give this warning...please try to avoid anyone you haven;t at least talked to and hung out with in the past for more intimate relationships....the net is a great place but there are a lot of predators out there....i should know I was one Once.....that was a long time ago though...and to those I preyed upon I offer my apollogies

for shits and guiggles

LLightEEnjoyableSSilentSSappyEExtremeRRefreshingTToughHHilariousAAmazingNNewGGorgeousOOutrageousDDignifiedName / Username:Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.comwas just curious what it would say

ave

Just thought while I was sitting here with my server down qt work for the next 3 hours I would say my fond hello...there isn;t very much else that I can think to say really you want to know about me feel free to read my journal...or any of the other places I post....and as for an image...we regret to inform you that the one next to this post really is my horrid visage...oh well could be worse I suppose...in some life....somewhere....after i got hit in the face with a shovel bright blessings John

just for fun

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)ModerateLevel 7 (Violent)ExtremeLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very HighTake the Dante's Inferno Test

another day

well things should be interesting tomarrow....looks like I won;t be sleeping till somewhere around oh say 10 tomarrow night...its ok though sleep isn;t all that important as long as I get to be there for Christine' first ultrasound and at least I still will get paid since I put in personal hours for that night... Go fgure you do things right you really can get paid to sleep...anyway back to work with me the caffiene is kicking in will post pics from the ultrasound as soon as I have them

weeee thudd

what a loverly evening things are going fast and I have thursday off with pay which means I get to go to the first ultra-sound for my girl's pregnancy....not too much to complain about there when you think about it...hell come to think of it I don;t complain too much anymore anyway....though that will also give me time t dye my hair purple again...all in all today isn;t too bad now that I think about it...well anyway as soon as I can I will be scanning new pics....when I have the time to have them taken and posting them in here... I guess its all the sae old thing other than that eat sleep work spend time with my baby and keep up on the local music scene...god I can;t wait till staurday....seeing Dreams in fear will be a welcome feeling....as well as seeing Christine's reaction to a live show other than symphony type stuff... well time to post this and get back to work

new lyrics

---Resolution---come insideand place your bethow many pulls until my deathUpon the nightset thought to flameLook up to the crimson moonand howl like the insaneChorus: part 1: Calling maddness Come in Come in Renting sorrow Come in StupidPart 2: beat it down for more and wasted away torn and rent asunder like visceral remains Razorblade and torment beaten down and dead licking at the asphalt like the thoughts in my headand the voicethat calls mefrom withinIs loving thisbefore beginingto see what livesand make it endDefeated losseswill still remainand thus it allbegins again(both parts of the chorus)rip and feel it morescreaming my namewatch it falling downlike a bloody fingerpaintin'licking little woundsAs they form in the mudthen lean on your crutch and turn your nose up(chorus: part 2 only)taste the flow of timePulsing in their veinsthrobbing in timeto the endless complaintsthere is but one endingthat seems to make senseHalf apocolypticwith a bat in hand(chorus: second part only) x2well enjoy