Come on, you ...

Come on, you know you wanna fill it out.01. name: I have on somewhere and have posted it enough02. age: 2303. where on earth do you live: LOL sheep fucking WV....thank god i'm not like the locals04. what makes you happy: lots of things My girl especially05. what have you been listening to lately: the voices in my head06. do you enjoy reading my LJ: hehehe I'm not telling07. if so, why: cause the debil made me do it08. interesting fact about you: when I stick out my tongue it says fuck you 09. are you in love at the moment: Deeply madly insanely....well you get the point10. favorite destination: thats private11. favorite quote: sadness offers her condolences....for the greatest tragedy is love lost....but the greatest virtue blongs to those who would give everything to love again12. will you post this in your LJ: yeahrecommend:01. a film: Adventures of Pricilla Queen of the Desert02. a book: Pandora03. a band, song or album: Acid BAth- scream of the butterfly

uh yeah

ok I am definately not in a good mood....only got a chance to check my mail today (busy weekend) and going through it there is a e-mail which I will post in here in a minute from someone....it wzs from a personal website so I figure they may have got my e-mail from here...but just the same someone e-mailed me their tits...LITERALLY.....and I am happy to say all that crossed my mind was disgust....so please feel free to be as disgusted with this person as you like after all I have mentioned my girlfriend how many times online???? here's the e-mail address and please let me know what you send could use the entertainment candyrussel@ cutecandy.com damned people like I want to see a set of breasts other than my signifigant other's....especially considering that hers are and always were MUCH NICER! anyway happy hunting john

a little writing

it was cold in the night as she sat contritewatching ore the gravesthrough eyes gone white in the pale moon lightshe smiled to her slaveNo come my dearand lose thy fearthe night is ours alonewith eyes full of dread he lay in his bedas her shovel in the night rang clearand into the earthShe bound him firstto lay mortality lowAs with a clawing gasphe broke free at last Rushing to her armsThen met with fangas veins were piercedthe world began to spinbetter then love's caresshe was drained to the lastHis life in her veins now flowedwith sweet red dropsLIke food from the godsShe then brought him back to herIn a wispered voiceshe then spoke to himAs his eyes embraced the night"now my love go forthand prove thy worthShow me the man you have be come"And he found his preyjust before the daySealing his fate to the life of menit not the best I have ever written but there have been worse

for fun

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*looks down at his shirt and reads alloud* its only funy till someone loses an eye then,HEY, FREE EYEBALLok just thought I would share

7 AM FINALLY

well its 7 in the morning and I just realized that I forgot to mention something a little while ago when I posted....(see what having nothing to do does to me) don;t know who is interested or not but in a few days I should be able to post some pics on here....hopefully of my girlfriend as well as myself...some were taken at a graveyard around here others will morethan likely be taken at a ren fest we are going to this weekend....either way look or don't your choice really

update

werll things just got even better now I am sitting here at my boss's request surfing the bnet for fun because in all truth all of our work lists are very much dead...oh well 9.50 for 2 and a half hours of doing nothing

sitting

ever had one of those moments when you have nothing better to do with your time than sit there and wonder why you are in the place you happen to be? Well thats tonight for me...nothing else to really do honestly....everything here at work is dead I'm out of Ideas for drawings and frankly it just seems like writing isn;t happening well maybe there's something comming now that I have started typing so here goesshrouded in the innoscence that follows through with timeUpon spiders silkour paths have intertwinedBut the incandescent moon glowReflected in your eyescannot the Hide the warmth you have burried deep insideI have seen the liar speakand lost my self in her wordsSpoken lies myselfand lost everything to the verseNow the lies have ended thoughAt least the ones I speakMy words No longer confusingAnd the convictions far too deepThese intentions Have found a momentIn a world outsside of theirsA place for my hopeless dreamingAn Utopia boundless and freeWould that time could sever woundsThat scar emotion deepto dream in empty sadnessShould be left for the MeakYet time drags on And still I standWaiting without much needTo find what was lost so long agoand once again be completewell now that thats over with I guess I should at least say that I have foubnd a reaso to be complete...and she is my world...well at least a larger part of my life than most...making someone into your world seems to have too many drawbacks....better just to give equally and at a constant gain growing together despite differences....anyway I'm just rambling...though I do give this warning...please try to avoid anyone you haven;t at least talked to and hung out with in the past for more intimate relationships....the net is a great place but there are a lot of predators out there....i should know I was one Once.....that was a long time ago though...and to those I preyed upon I offer my apollogies

for shits and guiggles

LLightEEnjoyableSSilentSSappyEExtremeRRefreshingTToughHHilariousAAmazingNNewGGorgeousOOutrageousDDignifiedName / Username:Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.comwas just curious what it would say

ave

Just thought while I was sitting here with my server down qt work for the next 3 hours I would say my fond hello...there isn;t very much else that I can think to say really you want to know about me feel free to read my journal...or any of the other places I post....and as for an image...we regret to inform you that the one next to this post really is my horrid visage...oh well could be worse I suppose...in some life....somewhere....after i got hit in the face with a shovel bright blessings John

just for fun

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)ModerateLevel 7 (Violent)ExtremeLevel 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very HighLevel 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very HighTake the Dante's Inferno Test

another day

well things should be interesting tomarrow....looks like I won;t be sleeping till somewhere around oh say 10 tomarrow night...its ok though sleep isn;t all that important as long as I get to be there for Christine' first ultrasound and at least I still will get paid since I put in personal hours for that night... Go fgure you do things right you really can get paid to sleep...anyway back to work with me the caffiene is kicking in will post pics from the ultrasound as soon as I have them

weeee thudd

what a loverly evening things are going fast and I have thursday off with pay which means I get to go to the first ultra-sound for my girl's pregnancy....not too much to complain about there when you think about it...hell come to think of it I don;t complain too much anymore anyway....though that will also give me time t dye my hair purple again...all in all today isn;t too bad now that I think about it...well anyway as soon as I can I will be scanning new pics....when I have the time to have them taken and posting them in here... I guess its all the sae old thing other than that eat sleep work spend time with my baby and keep up on the local music scene...god I can;t wait till staurday....seeing Dreams in fear will be a welcome feeling....as well as seeing Christine's reaction to a live show other than symphony type stuff... well time to post this and get back to work

new lyrics

---Resolution---come insideand place your bethow many pulls until my deathUpon the nightset thought to flameLook up to the crimson moonand howl like the insaneChorus: part 1: Calling maddness Come in Come in Renting sorrow Come in StupidPart 2: beat it down for more and wasted away torn and rent asunder like visceral remains Razorblade and torment beaten down and dead licking at the asphalt like the thoughts in my headand the voicethat calls mefrom withinIs loving thisbefore beginingto see what livesand make it endDefeated losseswill still remainand thus it allbegins again(both parts of the chorus)rip and feel it morescreaming my namewatch it falling downlike a bloody fingerpaintin'licking little woundsAs they form in the mudthen lean on your crutch and turn your nose up(chorus: part 2 only)taste the flow of timePulsing in their veinsthrobbing in timeto the endless complaintsthere is but one endingthat seems to make senseHalf apocolypticwith a bat in hand(chorus: second part only) x2well enjoy

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a little writing

crossed in vision and cynical mindHow does it feelto be left behindwatching the world passwith vivid shades and huescolors forming rainbowswhile its still black and white to youI've seen the winds of changeand breathed them in too deeppenetrating the core of my beingSince the day you left meSo call me what you willthe liar, slut or whorethe best mistake I ever madeis the one I lost you overwhile pettyness still guides youthrough misaccusations and denialyou made a big mistake and plead guilty at your trialThen again you didn;t knowI guess you never couldof the disenchanted perplexitiesTo accusing drug usesee its just a little funnythat your mind is like a wallno door to try and openjust a surface blank and coldEmotionless it standsand the same way it will fallCovered with Obsenities and powerless to complainwell that said I have to say its been a good night...though I do find it a little annoying that NO MATTER how hard I try to forget someone exists they have to poke their nose into my life... Dev so you know Trish wouldn;t even be in the back of my mind if it wasn;t for the IM's she sent Christine the other day...Ironic isn;t it...I have been leaving her alone like she asked don;t even know or care if she is in one peice anymore and yet she still has the audacity to call me a stalker while shoving herself into my life in some way and for lack of a better phrase trying to "educate" my girlfriend to things I already told her before we were even together...Hell the woman has known me for 2 years...and knew when I screwed up things with trish because she asked what was bothering me and I told the truth...hell waqnt proof ask her yourself...Trish can give you th screen name thats for sure...but lets face facts its hard to leave someone alone that keeps trying to be a pain in the arse...too bad you only real leverage is taken away by me turning out to have really stopped lying anyway gotta wash my coffee cup and get ready to go later john

wise words

"sadness whispers her condolences...for the greatest tragedy is love lost...but the greatest virtue belongs to those who will give everything to love again....this is a test" ---Cruxshadows "Helen" I suppose these are te truest words I have heard in a long time....they seem to echo of something I believed in a nearly distant past and have come to envelope myself in again...after all what more than love do we need in this world to truely find our home...Nothing is geater than the comfort someone feels when wrapped in the arms of one who truely cares for them...I may not have had much though what I have now grows the love that I can offer has always been there for the taking....it was just in need of finding... Yes I know Cleshe and oh so full of depressing angst but still a true statement and much closer to who I should be that I was for the 3 years before the world turned upsidedown...I suppose upheval can have a positive outcome when given the right means and a strong will

the joy

well another night and I get paid again....its nice to have money comming in steadily...anyway not too much else to say really....things are definately looking up though...my girl's car is finally fixed and there is another 4 hours over time comming to my check next week,..... and in case you are reading this my dear ex....you really are missing a lot....too bad you wonl;t ever have a chance to get back what you were so ready to throw aweay....lets hope your new boi lasts longer than your husband and I have and to the readers if there are any....no I was told she was divorced when we got together

oh joy

wellhere Isit boreout of mmindonmydayoff work....go figure...and stil 2 more ot go before I have to work again...some times i really hate this change in shifts....seems that there are too many hours in a day... On a lighter note should be going to horror fest in Raleigh NC thi year....well hopefully anyway...can;t wait if we do...seems a friend has decided it would be a good idea to drag me up on stage to sing...can;t understand why but things could be worse... Other than that the wheel of life turns and the last time My girlfriend and I went to the OBGYN (doc for pregnant women)we got to hear the baby's heart beat...so its all goodwell goth or not if you can;t tell I'm happy so I'll just go later

begining

welkl I guess tonight is going well....things are as hey should be at least....no rael peroblems and everything as calm as it can be....tired of staring at the comp screen though....at least I get paid for it