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Your LJ Perfect Date
LJ Username Gender femalemaleumm, lemme checkMood happyhornysadangrynotalgicannoyedotherChoose a random word Your Perfect Date ErrorYou have dinner at a 5 star restaurantAfterwards you tie each other upYour date asks you to brush your teethYou say bite me *wink*Chance you will get lucky - 44%
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a little writing

crossed in vision and cynical mindHow does it feelto be left behindwatching the world passwith vivid shades and huescolors forming rainbowswhile its still black and white to youI've seen the winds of changeand breathed them in too deeppenetrating the core of my beingSince the day you left meSo call me what you willthe liar, slut or whorethe best mistake I ever madeis the one I lost you overwhile pettyness still guides youthrough misaccusations and denialyou made a big mistake and plead guilty at your trialThen again you didn;t knowI guess you never couldof the disenchanted perplexitiesTo accusing drug usesee its just a little funnythat your mind is like a wallno door to try and openjust a surface blank and coldEmotionless it standsand the same way it will fallCovered with Obsenities and powerless to complainwell that said I have to say its been a good night...though I do find it a little annoying that NO MATTER how hard I try to forget someone exists they have to poke their nose into my life... Dev so you know Trish wouldn;t even be in the back of my mind if it wasn;t for the IM's she sent Christine the other day...Ironic isn;t it...I have been leaving her alone like she asked don;t even know or care if she is in one peice anymore and yet she still has the audacity to call me a stalker while shoving herself into my life in some way and for lack of a better phrase trying to "educate" my girlfriend to things I already told her before we were even together...Hell the woman has known me for 2 years...and knew when I screwed up things with trish because she asked what was bothering me and I told the truth...hell waqnt proof ask her yourself...Trish can give you th screen name thats for sure...but lets face facts its hard to leave someone alone that keeps trying to be a pain in the arse...too bad you only real leverage is taken away by me turning out to have really stopped lying anyway gotta wash my coffee cup and get ready to go later john

wise words

"sadness whispers her condolences...for the greatest tragedy is love lost...but the greatest virtue belongs to those who will give everything to love again....this is a test" ---Cruxshadows "Helen" I suppose these are te truest words I have heard in a long time....they seem to echo of something I believed in a nearly distant past and have come to envelope myself in again...after all what more than love do we need in this world to truely find our home...Nothing is geater than the comfort someone feels when wrapped in the arms of one who truely cares for them...I may not have had much though what I have now grows the love that I can offer has always been there for the taking....it was just in need of finding... Yes I know Cleshe and oh so full of depressing angst but still a true statement and much closer to who I should be that I was for the 3 years before the world turned upsidedown...I suppose upheval can have a positive outcome when given the right means and a strong will

the joy

well another night and I get paid again....its nice to have money comming in steadily...anyway not too much else to say really....things are definately looking up though...my girl's car is finally fixed and there is another 4 hours over time comming to my check next week,..... and in case you are reading this my dear ex....you really are missing a lot....too bad you wonl;t ever have a chance to get back what you were so ready to throw aweay....lets hope your new boi lasts longer than your husband and I have and to the readers if there are any....no I was told she was divorced when we got together

oh joy

wellhere Isit boreout of mmindonmydayoff work....go figure...and stil 2 more ot go before I have to work again...some times i really hate this change in shifts....seems that there are too many hours in a day... On a lighter note should be going to horror fest in Raleigh NC thi year....well hopefully anyway...can;t wait if we do...seems a friend has decided it would be a good idea to drag me up on stage to sing...can;t understand why but things could be worse... Other than that the wheel of life turns and the last time My girlfriend and I went to the OBGYN (doc for pregnant women)we got to hear the baby's heart beat...so its all goodwell goth or not if you can;t tell I'm happy so I'll just go later