sitting

ever had one of those moments when you have nothing better to do with your time than sit there and wonder why you are in the place you happen to be? Well thats tonight for me...nothing else to really do honestly....everything here at work is dead I'm out of Ideas for drawings and frankly it just seems like writing isn;t happening well maybe there's something comming now that I have started typing so here goesshrouded in the innoscence that follows through with timeUpon spiders silkour paths have intertwinedBut the incandescent moon glowReflected in your eyescannot the Hide the warmth you have burried deep insideI have seen the liar speakand lost my self in her wordsSpoken lies myselfand lost everything to the verseNow the lies have ended thoughAt least the ones I speakMy words No longer confusingAnd the convictions far too deepThese intentions Have found a momentIn a world outsside of theirsA place for my hopeless dreamingAn Utopia boundless and freeWould that time could sever woundsThat scar emotion deepto dream in empty sadnessShould be left for the MeakYet time drags on And still I standWaiting without much needTo find what was lost so long agoand once again be completewell now that thats over with I guess I should at least say that I have foubnd a reaso to be complete...and she is my world...well at least a larger part of my life than most...making someone into your world seems to have too many drawbacks....better just to give equally and at a constant gain growing together despite differences....anyway I'm just rambling...though I do give this warning...please try to avoid anyone you haven;t at least talked to and hung out with in the past for more intimate relationships....the net is a great place but there are a lot of predators out there....i should know I was one Once.....that was a long time ago though...and to those I preyed upon I offer my apollogies